every so often bloggers, journalers, and internet users get the urge to splurge! i wish there was a word for "urge" that rhymed with "blog" because that would be perfect. too perfect. in these times, we say to ourselves "oh, i remember that one site i had... it's so BLAH." it really isn't blah. i like the design too much to change it, but maybe it is bogged down with too much PAST, and i'm prone to, like, reinventing myself, and looking at my memories from a very "here and now" perspective, which can get muddled when clogged up with too much preserved in-that-moment musings.
maybe it's because i get bored easily, crave change to an unhealthy degree, or have some kind of residual teen identity crisis (a likely story, MOM). in this particular instance, i have decided to fight the urge, and just update my regular old livejournal that's been neglected for months at a time too many times for it to remember.
what has been going on? really, not that much. there have been job changes, yea, but nothing worth writing much about. mostly i was hibernating, being antisocial, as i do sometimes. there was a big part of me that was scared to face the internet, because i know my boo is pretty popular, and if i am on here then people will start asking me questions. i'm a blabbermouth- he isn't. i don't want to say anything on one of these things that might make him uncomfortable or expose some part of him he'd rather keep out of the public eye. so for a while it seemed better (and pretty easy, really) to just stick close to home. but i think i can handle it now. so yay!
more recently, i have been worrrrrrrrkin. i have had a few insane photoshop projects, and not that long ago my computer crashed, so i had to reformat and get new programs. but wow, a few projects are done, and hopefully soon they'll be available, so you don't have to be like "wtf are you talking about?" i'm feeling really creative and proactive and stuff. i'm in a really positive momentum.
i've been playing soul calibur 4. i'm not as good at it as i am at tekken, or maybe i just need the arcade style controller. what a gaming snob, right?? i want to go to nerdapalooza really bad. but first, i need to clean my room. and take some pictures.
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